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[Friday, May 13th, 2005 at 11:26am] |
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Alright i am very happpy but let me start with the bad shit> What the fuck is the point in spendind all of your time looking for a fight and trying to get in trouble. Everyone who talked shit baout garrett "beatiing my ass" check garrett out now fucking 17 yrs old and still going to belltower every weekend. What a bad ass right, FUCK THAT. lol
Anyways everything is fucking great, I am now a research asscoiate at shulman, ronca, bucuvalas, inc. and i love my job.
Tomorrow i get a brand new car. Me and holli are still great. And i relized that most people are very stupid and i am very much an asshole but the thing that makes me an asshole is that i speak my mind when i want to. I Say what i mean to say when i say this like the above statement but now that i relize that im an asshole im alot happier. but yeah everything is great and i would like to encourage everyone to speak their minds more you will be happier not holding things in to be "politically correct" just let what you want top say be heard like the fact that BUSH is a punk ass chump or that when clinton lied nobody died. lol
BUt anyways peace out
Chad
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[Thursday, April 7th, 2005 at 5:16am] |
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SO life isnt as peachy as it once was, everything used to be not only handed to me but fed to me then my face abd hands were cleaned when i made a mess (lol) but life has gotten a littl harder now since i've had to do things on my own. Not saying its a bad thing just a different and more difficult thing, and people are always afraid was whats new and hard so genuwinely i am a little how would you say nervous i guess about whats going to happen to me next. I am worried about what the future may bring. In life the roads we take are all winding and full of suprises but if i had known i was going to be sitting at my house wishing to go back to school, all those times i said i hated school i may not have said it as much. I really need a job but there are only a few places in cape that i can acctually get to seeings as i dont have a car anymore (punk ass kids). So its pretty difficult to get a job. I have alot of time on my hands and nothing to do with it and its made me stop and think what the fuck was i thinking? School is where I and every kid my age belongs. I really want a future i want to go to school. Anyways, i dunno if most of you know but in december, sometime after i stopped writing i met a girl named holli, we have been together through all of this shit that i have been going through, when i was up north she,despite how hard it was, stuck with me. Through getting kicked out of my house and living in my brothers apartment, she some how stayed with me and today she is still strong and still by my side. I really think that this may be the one. She is perfect in every way, she makes me laugh and smile, and fills me with hope everyday that i may do something great with my life. She reminds me that i am talented and all i need is a drive and a second chance to do what i want. She that girl that i look at and relize that the world does make sense when it wants to. She is my fire! I am finally at the point in my life to where i can say it was better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all because even if me and her were to break up or end up on the rocks for any reason i would know that she has given me more love and more hope to do better things than anyone in my life. Theres this little game people play to see how much you trusty other people its called a trust fall, you stand on something high up and fall into a blanket or something like that held by another person or people. I could fall 1,000,000 stories and know that she would be waiting at the bottom to sacrafice her life to try and catch me and every morning when i wake up and call her and hear her voice i am safe and at home again. I love that feeling and I love her with all my heart. Well now that everyone i caught up on my current status. Comment!!!!
P.S.
If anyones parents own a company and can give me a job i would be forever grateful.
Thanks
Chad
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[Thursday, March 31st, 2005 at 1:51pm] |
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Whats up everybody, im back in the 239 and back on live journal so please post and let me know whats poppin in fort myers cause i missed the homelands. (dont talk shit on my journal- if you have something to say call) anywho talk to you all soon!
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| Craziness |
[Thursday, October 28th, 2004 at 9:24pm] |
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I just had the weirdest conversation with my dad his friend, we were like sitting around talking about all the trouble we've been in and i was like yeah remember this and that and hes like "That doesnt come close to this one time" and shit like that i found out a bunch of stuff i didnt know my dad did as a teenager it was kinda funny. And it was weird that we were talking about all the trouble i've been in like it was nothing. But thats cool because i havent been in trouble in a long time so we can just sit around and laugh at it as if it were the good old times. I Really Hate Handcuffs. And i like the respect im getting from my dad. I guess its because im doing well now.
Chandler
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I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND
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| Life is good |
[Monday, October 25th, 2004 at 10:30pm] |
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Its pretty gay that in every entry i post i have to write something about all the stupid fucking people that comment in my journal, DONT COMMENT ANONYMOUSLY IN MY JOURNAL, if you have something to say be a little bit less cowardly and dont comment anonymously.
Anyways now that thats done with, This weekend was great i went camping in port charlette with savannah and it was pretty awesome i feel like me and her bonded a little more than we have in the past. I mean not that we've never done anything to bond but i mean we had a great weekend and spent alot of time just talking and hanging out. We played catch for a lil while saturday morning but savannah wasnt really catching any of the balls so it was kinda not playing "catch" but then later after she ran her jetski into a dock with me on the back and totally distroyed the lil flapper thing, we went out and tried again and she got really good until i hit her with a really hard thrown ball. lol. It was funny because i thought she was gonna catch it then WHAAAM!! got her right in the leg. But she took it like a trooper. lol. So yeah camping was great. And then on sunday i bought my car!!!!!!! Its a '99 mazda 626 and its like a candy green color and its the bomb shit if you ask me. So yeah im pretty excited about that and that me and savy are doing so great ( Love you baby ). So yeah life is good.
Holla back
Chad
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Well homecoming is tomorrow and i am very excited and contrary to what i said in my last entry i am going with my baby savannah and its gonna be greatness. ohhh and im not to down with all the negativity towards me considering i havent done anything to anyone so if you dont like me dont read my journal its that easy. instead of being a fuck nigga and leaving gay ass replys just dont read it its simple dense ass bitches.
Thank you
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| Doin good |
[Thursday, October 7th, 2004 at 3:44pm] |
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Well its been ages since i have updated because i moved to the cape and they dont have comcast out there so i had to wait on time warner to install roadrunner and my cable.and since the hurricanes and shit and people havent had cable or power they have been really backed up so we just got it today. Anyways yeah i finally moved to cape and i love the house its the greatness and i am still in tumbling in fact i got tony and jordan to join to which is tight work. they are kinda naturals because they arent scared to try anything. but yeah everythings great. homecomings coming up and i am really excited, savy cant go so im flying solo but itll still be fun. but anyways im out.
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[Thursday, September 16th, 2004 at 10:12pm] |
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Well as you know me and savannah are going back out now and we are doing "good". We talk almost every night and i see her alot but shes quiting tumbling and im kinda torn because i dont know weither i should keep doing it without her or quit and have that time for my self. i mean i was really only doing it to spend time with her but now that shes quiting whats the point i wont be able to see her.i dunno im confused.
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[Monday, September 13th, 2004 at 9:49pm] |
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[Wednesday, September 8th, 2004 at 9:54pm] |
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[Sunday, August 29th, 2004 at 9:38pm] |
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Well yesterday was a great great day me and savy took her jetski out and went wild on that and had a great time then we went out to dinner at red lobster then came back to my house which was OMG, amazing, she was in the bathroom with me and i was in the shower and she was just talking to me and my mom came in my room to see if i was home and didnt see savy so i had to sneak her out side and she we had to act like she just showed up lol! Then well then, i dunno if i can tell ya'll all that but WOW. and like around 11 we went to sleep and i have to say sleeping next to her is something i could do everynight for the rest of my life then my mom woke us up at like 1 30 and my dad took her home, then we picked her up this morning and had another great great day, then my little cousin zoe who is 2 came up with my aunt and uncle and had dinner with my family and savannah and she is getting so big and so cute. me and savy were laying on my bed watch the preshow for the vmas and she came in and was messing with me and talking to us and such then she leaves the room and shes like bye love you see you later and shes only two it was so cute. so all in all me and savannah had another great day, and i have come closer into falling in love with her.
Chandler
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[Friday, August 27th, 2004 at 7:12pm] |
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Yeah so i went to get off campus today and mrs.burgess told me i couldnt then mrs.moore said i could then mrs.banner said i could so im kinda confused as to weither i will be sleeping an extra hour or not every other day (which would be bomb ass). Lenny is moving outta cape cause hes gay (lol kidding) but i am just about to move out there into his area and hes moving back into the fort isnt that pretty gay (yes i think so)
Chandler
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[Wednesday, August 25th, 2004 at 9:49pm] |
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I would have to start by saying FUCK EVERYONE lately everyone has been talking shit and just talking (which i hate) about me and savy. MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUISNESS. who i date and what i do or dont do. or why im dating them is none of your buisness. so to anyone who knows this email is because of or towards them should please take into consideration the fact the i dont like being the subject of ridicul. And to everyone who is not at fault at all i am sorry that you have to keep reading pissed off updates from me. Thank you for being straight and honest with me and not bullshitting. Lenny being one of them and steph and ali and a few others (if i forgot you im sorry)
Why am i so important~IM NOT
STOP TALKING ABOUT ME
Chandler
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[Sunday, August 22nd, 2004 at 2:18am] |
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So savannah is very very very pissed off at alot of people and "tiffany is going to be d to the one if she doesnt keep my name outta her mouth" also lil amanda the girl who ripped my heart out and shit on it if you dont know is about to catch a bow to the dome. And amanda kensi, ami kensi's sister is about to be duck taped and thrown in a trunk. Also whoever left that comment on my journal towards her is fucking dead when she finds them. But i am very fine and have beef with no one.
Dont fuck with my girlfriend
Chandler
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[Saturday, August 21st, 2004 at 12:56am] |
DONT FUCKING TALK SHIT TO MY GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!
I AM LOOKING FOR WHO WROTE THAT COMMENT. I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE WORDS WITH YOU!
Chandler
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[Friday, August 20th, 2004 at 12:49am] |
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I have got to say the past week has been one of the greatest weeks of my life. I love every minute i spend with savvy and i love the thought of there being more. i love the way she smiles. i love her eyes. i love her laugh. i love everything about being with her. But i feel very distant for some reason i feel like i have to live up to something that i dont think i can. I feel like she has put someone before me on a pedastool and i am just here below trying to make her happy. But its hard for me to bring this up with her i mean im sure shes going to read this entry but what should i do lenny i just dont know what to do.
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| Hurricane Charlie! |
[Saturday, August 14th, 2004 at 12:31pm] |
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Well they say its amazing how nature works and i now agree. During the whole hurricane thing (thursday,friday,and today) I have been with one of my good friends and we spent alot of time together comfprting each other and worrying and just being close and now we are i guess involved. Well acctually i am very very happy to say that we are dating! Alot of you may know her and some may not but savannah is now my baby. But anywho that hurricane was absolutly crazy shit. Me and my family strapped down lawnchairs outside of my apartment underneath the covered building area and just watched trees fall om cars and all the car ports fall and power lines just falpping around in the wind with like electricity flying outta them. it was craziness. I dont know if this entry made any sorta sence at all cause it is very very un structured but w/e.
Holla back
Chad
P.s~ School was bomb shit i love it. lol
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[Thursday, July 29th, 2004 at 1:40am] |
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I am really hating the idea of going back to school. its gonna suck so bad im gonna have like a gazillion pounds of pressure becuase i failed so many classes last year. plus lenny breathing down my neck making sure i do all my homework and such (thanks len ~much love) plus i have to worry about baseball and get some kinda job to offset all the shit i am putting in my car lol. so yeah school is gonna kinda suck
Chad
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[Sunday, July 25th, 2004 at 1:28am] |
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Well BONE THUGS (Bizzy and Layzie) Got it waay way way krunk at teco. it was such a ballin ass show. I was in the vip suite then we walked backstage and met Pitbull. That CUULO mother fucker. Yeah hes a staright baller and he pretty much thought the same about me and my homeboy OAK so he invited us to the after party at the beat club. So we get down there after the show and they wont let us in cause ID's and shit so pitbull comes out and scoops us and gets us in. it was tight as fuck. then we hit it down to the beach and tried to meet layzie and bizzy but we couldnt get up tp there room. So then we went to my boy lubbs house and had a party there. then saturday i woke up and went and got drunk at my aunts wedding. Then i got stood up at the movies but shit happens. Holla Back
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| New Girl In My Life |
[Thursday, July 22nd, 2004 at 2:19am] |
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After almost a year of wanting to date jordan she has finally agreed to go on a "date" or "see a movie" which i am very very very excited about. I think a girl... well this girl is what i need i mean shes funny...... she loves rap....me and her have the same favorite song.... SHES BEAUTIFUL...... we get along great i mean everytime ive seen and talked to her which has been many times its been great.....and she acctually likes me. I really cant wait for saturday. Im acctually kinda sad because im looking more forward to this date then the bone thugs concert on friday. I CANT WAIT!
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